Meloncholy Pain by Kat Schwanitz

Meloncholy pain whispers in my soul
No love to cure it
No hope to shine through

Leave me be to my sad little path
Let me cleanse my self in my pain
That is mine alone to feel.

My world is crumbling and that to me
Is Great.
Let it crumble,
See if the ant and Earth worm misses it
Hungerly awaiting my deathly sleep.

I don't fear death
Though I do fear love
Hurt, rejection and the conviction that strangles
My mind-
It will all fall apart
I will be alone.
And then life and death will be the same

Alone and apart
Never my sad path straying from its circle
Love and Hope never
Alone and gone forever
And safe.


The world is a funny place and im just an Otaku watching anime. Hi this is Kat Schwanitz here. I'm a 20 year old gal going to OSU. I'm also a writer (gee if you haven't noticed). I have completed a play and a short movie, so that makes me a director as well. I also head up a local chapter of Alternative Religions Group, an offshot of the Student Pagan Associations, which is sort of a shelter from the storm for those with beliefs that are not of the 4 majors, or of those who are and want to learn more about those who aren't. In short we like to have fun with religion. Have a happy day and read Harlan Ellsion!

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